Moving on

Moving on to better things, Tomorrow the girls have their last kickball game of the season . Grandmother and Grandad are planning on coming down sometime in the next couple of weeks to see the girls. They plan on taking them for a couple of days maybe more we will see. Elaine retired as of June today actually. She was so happy not to have to go to work anymore and be able to be free to spend more time with Danny and going where they want. The girls passed to 2ND grade I am so proud they made a honor roll that is so good . This year was so much better that last year. I have had my ups and downs but in the end I am okay. I have my family and my friends and god and things that matter to me. Things are going good even though our car broke we are not panicked we know that god has a plan and that everything will work itself out. I need for nothing and the things I want I get unless its not meant to be so I am happy and content in life and that is all I can and will ask for . God Bless

Just another Day

Just another day at home the nurse came over to see me today . You know your really ill when the state gives you a nurse to come see you at your home and have put in for a provider . Well our car broke down and that really sucks but in the end it will work out. Jimmy's parents friend took the other car we were going to buy and are fixing it in their spare time , hopefully it won't take too long . It is a nice car and I can't wait to have it and it really work. I am trying to think of somewhere nice to go and somewhere fun too because our 9 yr anniversary is coming up I want it to be fun but I really want next yrs to top the radar . So as of right now I have no clue to what we will do .

I am a little worried

I am so nervous and worried right now a couple weeks ago my daughter showed me her boob and said it was tender it had a little lump but I was sure it was from her messing with it or falling or bumping into something .Well, its been a few weeks and today I checked on it and it looks the same its sore to the touch and a little swollen . I looked online and found that it could be breast buds which makes me feel more comfortable but I am so worried about my little girl she just turned 7 this month and my girls are my life. I am planning on taking her to her doctor on Tuesday since Monday is memorial day and its a three day weekend and I prefer her seeing someone she is comfortable with and knows her and her medial history . Well I hope and pray all is well . On a lighter note both girls passed to the 2nd grade this year. Can't wait until next year and to see what tit brings . This year has been fun and at time chaotic but I would not change much of anything I love my family and my life and filled blessed about how things are going. We decided that as of right now we do not intend on moving. I don't know if we will resign a lease or go month to month but for now it looks like we are going to stay put for awhile, I like the apartment and don't really want to redo and move anything just yet but we will see. As for us getting Christian well I think he screwed that up for everyone for at least another year so that is where that is for now . Isn't funny how things work out I am worried but I know God will look out for my family and bless us and keep us happy, safe, and healthy ...............

Wonderful rememberance

Had a great day today everything didn't work out the way we planned but it was really great nether less. We started the day at 9 am and the girls wanted cake for breakfast so I gave in and then let Wendy open her gifts she loved them of course and I worked until noon getting her new barbie mp3 player all set up Carlie's did not work so I have to buy another one great but she is being very understanding . We then went to Texas roadhouse and everyone ordered but the girls hardly ate except the blooming onion or whatever it is called and bread . My steak was too bloody so I had to send it back didn't come back until the end of the meal but it was all good I filled up on fries. Then the restaurant sang and gave wendy a show for her birthday it was great and she loved it . We decided to go to the movies we saw alien vs monsters in 3d and it was great it was every ones first 3d movie and the girls acted like angels . Well over all it was a great day even when we came home to a huge downpour of rain . It was so bad it was at wendy's knees in the parking lot. It was a great day can't wait until we have a day like that again . I am truly blessed

kickball

Tonight we won our kickball game we won 14-0 and it was great . Carlie has been emotional lately for an hour today she cried saying she had no friends and that she hates her life and being here . Then at the kickball game even though she was popping fly balls into the outfeild she still thought she was doing poorly even though the coaches and her parents and all the angelfish fans told her she was doing good she thought she was doing bad and she broke down in tears . All of a sudden a little girl who just so happens to be in carlie's class said carlie 's my best friends carlie had no idea and was completely shocked and I told her i knew she had friends and that she needed to beleive in her self more . Things are going good and looking up . We did alot today we took both cats to the vet to get them up to date on their shots and get their city tags . So that the city won't take them away. the cats are supposely allowed to be outside as long as they have all their shots and reord up to date . Today at times was stressful but I know that I am overall blessed and very lucky to love and have and be loved by the people I have in my life I am truly blessed

having a lazy day

Having a lazy day with the kids and just relaxing. Enjoying the calm and somewhat quiet nature of it all. Having a great relaxing day and thinking and comtemplating on the new things coming my way .

friends

I think god has a wonderful sense of humor when things get me down he brings my ray of sunshine back around .My friend Vanessa who I have known since I was little has come back into my life more now she never really left she was just busy with her life raising her kids and being an army wife and mom .

Mothers Day

My Mothers Day

My kid's are the best they are so sweet the morning started off to breakfast in bed toast and eggs (dad) helped well anyway I got up and we watch cartoons and home movies . Then they gave me cards they had made me at school. Wendy had made this tile that had her hand print in it with the date by it so I can put it up somewhere for her later . Carlie made me a poem about how much she loves me and how much I mean to her . Then Hubby Came out with a gift bag I opened it it was so wonderful watch looked like it has jewels on it doubt it but it is great can't believe they pulled it off without me finding out. I had a wonderful mothers day and I am so blessed god has blessed me with a wonderful family and great friend

thoughts

Everything has come together beautifully . I am so happy and content my life is going so well today . My doctors saw me today and gave me all the medicine I need and are putting a boot or stronger system in place since my foot is damn near broke . I am suppose to get a wheelchair to use when I need it as well as a blood pressure machine as well as many other things . If you know anything about government doctors you know they just don't hand out pain meds and equipment and you have to have documentaion on everything to recieve these things so for those who think I am lying you are wrong and frankly I could care less I am living My Life and trying my best don't like it well then oh well not living it for you I am living it for me so deal . Well I am done describing my day today it was great and I gopt some things accomplished hope everyone has a blessed and great day .

just stating

I have never cheated anybody or any system and I will not comments on any negative post some people just don't like or care for me I try to be the best person I can be I fall but at least I try.