My life is great compared to where I started from the person I was due to circumstance . I was born into a family that really did not want or need children . I was abused in every way possible and was not loved by the people that brought me into this life . Too many people came and have left my life making promises and leaving through the same door they came in . As a child you always blame yourself and then your self worth is destroyed . I am working on this every second of each day. I am not a person who can claim perfection as most cannot. I am a person of many faults but I do try to do my best by others . I try to please other to a fault even if it hurts me sometimes. I have learned that I cannot please everyone . I have learned in the end my family and myself come after God and then others . Otherwise you lead a stressful , unhappy life . I am trying my best and those who understand that have remained in my life those who don't have left . I want it that way .it works best for me . I been through alot and it has made me who I am today .
