So glad I'm doing an overhaul on my life. I've been going through some issues but it's okay I know I'm going through it to be stronger on the other side.I've learned to voice my feelings and thoughts and be okay not being everyone's cup of tea. It's freeing to be able to say what I feel and not constantly worried what others are thinking. I'm allowed to be happy,angry,sad and so forth.I'm learning to express or it comes back to haunt me and I'm not willing time have that life anymore. It's still hard but I'm working on it . I'm working hard to be the person I want to be and I'm not giving in and letting go for anything .

I'm not here one this earth to impress anyone. I have tried for so long to make other people happy even if it hurt myself.I wish no I'll will to anyone but I'm moving on because I'm done with trying to please others and people thinking they can have no respect for me and mine.People only treat you bad if you allow it.I have been going to therapy and I know now to be a happy person I have to let go and be open about things and voice my feelings and if people can't respect that than it's better to distance or remove them.I am a woman of faith I don't shove it down people's throats .I make mistakes and sin but I admit and grow and learn from them.I'm on a new adventure in life one taking me to new heights. I'll lose people along the way I'm sure and that's okay. I'm becoming a better version of myself and I'm not seeking anyone's approval but God. I know in my heart I'm doing what's right and what is for the best. Wish nothing but blessings for those who are no longer in my life. I feel as though not being in each others lives is what is best for everyone involved. I deserve respect, love and happiness and a life filled with blessing and as drama free and as little chaos as possible.