Today has been long and its only about three in the afternoon . The girls are driving me nuts thank god for school tomorrow. Just kidding they just been nagging me all day. My stomach has been sour lately and I have tried crackers but it is not helping . Oh well I really want to move but I think it will be a long time before we can we have to come up with the deposit and first months rent and all the transfer fees so saving is gonna have to be our middle names but cannot start that until after Christmas because well its Christmas and we have alot of people to buy for . I know that everything will work out for the best and we will find a place when and if we are meant to its just the wait that is driving me crazy .