All is well god blesses me everyday and I am trying to stay on the narrow path . I have wishes and dreams but for now they seem so far out of reach. What to do ? Well I have considered finishing high school through ace christain school and then maybe a tech. school like nursing or the people who take people's blood or a lab tech or pharm tech I want more pray for me and mine and that my life will mean more . What do you say to a person who feels like they are just passing time until they are called to heaven he loves me but I want to be my own and do more for myself and I am taking the reigns for myself before I wilt and become mad and resentful I refuse to become my mom or my dad I will be damned first . Sorry just my thoughts I love my husband and I know he loves me and that things will get better and that I mean something to alot of people but I want to mean something and have great thoughts of myself .